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Two Names You Go By
1. Towbie
2. Jones

*Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Russian Jew
2. Irish Catholic

*Two Things That Scare You
1. failing at life
2. koala's

*Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. foooood
2. sleeep

*Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. One Man Army T-shirt
2. underwear (this is unusual for me)

*Two of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1. 607
2. David Gray

*Two of Your Favorite Songs (at the moment)
1. Bob Dylan - Hurricane
2. I know what girls like - Jay-Z

*Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than Real Love)
1. attention
2. comfortability sounds good too

*Two Truths
1. jet-puffed marshmallow creme from the jar is good
2. I seriously lack self control

*Two Physical Things that Appeal to You
1. eyes
2. backs!

*Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. stenciling
2. sleeping and eating

*Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. a new awesome digital camera
2. a relationship for real

*Two Places You Want to go on Vacation
1. somewhere tropical and beachey
2. somewhere outside the country

*Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die
1. own one Carrera GT
2. figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life

*Two Ways that you are stereotypically a Girl/Guy
1. I'm crazy about boys
2. I have boobs?

*Two Things You Normally Wouldn't Admit
1. sometimes I try too hard
2. sometimes I don't try hard enough

*Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. john streett should respond to my last text message
2. I really need to go work on my photography project

*Two Stores You Shop At
1. Gap
2. Journey's

*Two people I would like to see take this quiz
1. don't
2. care

*Two people I haven't talked to in a while
1. my uncle John
2. Donovan

I totally figured out how to work expose with my mighty mouse!
oh snap!

just go under system preferences and go to the expose preferences and there's a part for your mouse and just go from there.
woooo mighty mice are awesome!

NO THEY WILL NOT RELEASE A NEW IPOD TWO WEEKS AFTER I BUY A FUCKING 60 GB OF THE LAST GENERATION.
AGHHAESOIGHA9P8W3ANOWAGHHHHHHHH
I HATE LIFE!
500 DOLLARS JUST SPENT ON AN OLD IPOD WHEN I COULD SPEND THAT MUCH AND GET A NEW ONE THAT IS TIGHTER AND IN BLACK!
FUCK THINGS!
MAKES ME SO ANGRY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMBO PATE!!!!

I never update this thing anymore. just my myspace journal. so I'll fill ya'll in on a few things.

today I got a new 60 GB iPod photo.
and the new three-6 mafia.
also I have a boyfriend!?! yeah....

tonight at work was insane.
I am le tired
so much for an update.
I'm going to bed instead.

it's five o'clock in teh morning and I can't sleep.
I hate this!

Going on a picnic at the river at night with a gorgeous guy is my new favorite thing in the world.

so weird. matt carey (twitch) showed up at my back door at 2 o'clock in the morning.

learn to expect the unexpected.

I have to wake up for work in six hours and I still need to take a shower.
not good.

delia's has the best clothes ever, except for their sale stuff sucks and the rest of their stuff costs too much. someone kill them for me

my brother comes home from jew camp on thursday! that's certainly a good thing. I miss that boy with his terrible hair.

I can't talk and listen to a comedy sketch and write this at the same time.
bye

my first kiss was on the fourth of july.
the summer before we started high school.
so i was fourteen years old.

now i'm nineteen years old.
no kiss this fourth of july.
didn't see a single firework either.
didn't even get to hang out with my family or emily's which is usually what happens if i don't have a boy to kiss.

it's nice having friends who I've known since the fourth grade though.

and next time, i'm going to steal rachel's gorgeous boyfriend.
haha

tonight I got all cute for no one.
cute little skirt from american eagle and tank top with my gelly shoe flip-flop things.
sad.
at least I got to go swimming earlier.

I need more friends.
but more than me needing more friends, emily needs more friends.
it's not that she can't have them, she just doesn't care to spend time with anyone.
things for her suck right now.
keep her in your thoughts people.

I just discovered the most wonderful thing ever... if I sit outside my front door.... I can pick up some neighbor's wireless internet!
I rock!
yay for good internet now... for free!
let's see how long this lasts....

tonight sucked.
but I did end up going through a car wash by myself in the middle of the night... I turned on track four on the new coldplay and turned it up really loud and climbed into my back seat and enjoyed being in a car wash the way i did when I was a kid.
we have a pretty new dishwasher boy at work now.
brooke and I said of all the applicants we picked him... so they hired him for us! woot woo!
got a raise today... second raise in the last... month-ish.
7.50 an hour... not perfect... but nicer.
the waitress who used to bitch about work stuff with me quit/got fired tonight... so no one else to bitch with. I'm waiting tables in the morning... so come see me biatches! Lucchessi's... 5600 Kavanaugh. we serve lunch until 2. I want you to all come see me.
then after work... PAINTBALL. too bad I'll think about streett when I go... oh well... good way to take out my agression... this is one situation that I wish I had contacts for though... glasses will be in the way and I need something more than my plain ole' eyes. I have a paintball jersey actually... but I dont' think I'll wear it.... I might... just to be a dork.
drunk rednecks shooting guns and throwing bottle rockets into bonfires... not my idea of fun.... sitting at home alone and reading books about japanese kids who kill eachother... way better!

philip schaefer and I took my little brother skating today... it was good.
chocolate elvis's with lara = tasty and HOTT!
I keep thinking my glasses are on top of my head... and they're not... it's weird.
I need a boy... and that doesn't mean make offers... that's just me bitching.

so all in all... I now know:
the subaru is fun, except for the headlights will not turn off tonight... at all.... so I will have to be walking to work in the AM. FUN!

I'm about to roll out to m-i-crooked letter-crooked letter-i-crooked letter-crooked letter-i-hump back-hump back-i (Mississippi, for those of you who don't know about all that)
we're leaving in like 7 hours and I haven't even gone to bed yet!
that shit is bananas, b-a-n-a-n-a-s.
I want to be tan.
my brother who is staying at camp, gets to go to florida! dang, my mom really wants to bribe them into being jewish, doesn't she?
TOWNSLEY'S!!! YAAAAY!
lara, I didn't call you back tonight, because I NEVER FOUND ANYTHING TO DO. it sucked. I've been sitting online for way too long tonight. I went to wal-mart to buy aaron a birthday present. and I ended up buying myself a BoohBah or something like that. CREEPIEST THING EVER!
time for Battle Royale, then bed.

A HORSE WIFE IS: A sentimental fool! She displays a minimum of 6 8x10 color photos of her horse, and carries a crumpled snapshot of you (taken before you were married) somewhere in the bottom of her purse! Easy to locate! She's either out on the horse or in the barn! Upholds the double standard! Smooches with the most bewhiskered beast, but recoils when you need a shave! Owns but one vacuum cleaner and operates it exclusively in the barn! A social butterfly! Providing the party is given by another horsy wife! Falls asleep in her soup at all other functions! Economy minded! Won't waste money on permanents, facials or manicures! A culinary perfectionist! Checks every section of hay for mold but doesn’t blink when she petrifies your dinner in the microwave! Occasionally amorous. But never leaves lipstick on your collar! At worst a slight trace of chapstick! Easy to outfit! No need for embarrassing visits to uncomfortable little boutiques! You can find all she wears at your local tack store. Features a selective sense of smell! Bitterly complains about your sticky sweet cigar smoke while remaining totally oblivious to the almost visible aroma of her barn boots drying next to the heater! Unmistakable in bathing suits! She's the one whose tan starts at the nose, ends at the neck, and picks up again at the wrist! A dedicated clubwoman as long as the words "horse" and/or "riding" appear in its name! Has your leisure at heart! Eliminates grass cutting by turning every square inch of lawn into pasture (which, in turn, converts itself into MUD)! A master at multiplication! She starts with one horse, ads a companion, and if it's a mare she breeds it! Keeps an eagle eye on the budget! Easily justifies spending hundreds of dollars but croaks when you spend $10 for a tie! An engaging conversationalist! Can rattle on endlessly about training and the pros and cons of castration! Socially aware! Knows that formal occasions call for clean boots! A moving force in the family! House by house, she will get you to move closer and closer to horse country (and farther from your job)! Easy to please! A new wheelbarrow, custom boots, or even a folding hoof-pick will win her heart forever! Shows her affection in unusual ways! If she pats you on the neck and says, "You're a good boy”. Believe it or notice loves you! There is no secret so close as that between a rider and her horse.

I know none of you read that. but when I did, I almost cried. I want to be back to being the person who was going to become that. I want to still be riding on a daily basis so bad it hurts. I think it's too late now though. I don't know that I will ever have the time to devote to becoming a good rider that I did when I was younger and then it wasn't a lack of will or time, it was a lack of money and my mother's time. I worked in the barns to earn extra lessons, but that wasn't enough. oh shut up elisa, go to bed, this is you being so sleepy you get sad.